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The DarksideWe all go through life with a demented darkside one in which we are ashamed and me try so hard to hide whether it be our addiction to pain, death, drugs, or hate it stays on the back burner in hopes we never eat from that plate we never want to see the demons we posses deep within it is considered so taboo some are the deadliest of sin while some run from this darkness that consumes thier soul others accept it and allow it to take its twisted little toll I refuse to run from this love for hate for it is who I am
I accept the fact that this part of me may have me damned I tried to be The Darkside
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It just don't matterWell, It just don't matter anymore to me, I have loved to date and dated my love you see, Both ended with me in a deep deep sorrow and pit of pain, Both have been a cause of the fact that I am now Insane.

It dosn't matter what side of love you end up on you see, because someone is alwayz going to get hurt could be you, her, him, that guy, and me. Someone is alwayz lieing to your face, someone looking you dead in the eye and calling you a fucking discrace.
It doesn't matter that my heart is now healed and the pain is done and over, because my luck has not yet changed i still have the same old 3 leaf clover. I still l It just don't matter
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Love is blind-I am silentLove is blind yet I am not; you can't lie to love but you can to me Love can't hurt it is to pure; love doesn't feel pain but I do and that I don't think you see
So I can't lie to myself; I can't say that I still hold back love for you So I stay silent; you never know, I never lie, and that way everything I say is true
See I can no longer keep this deep with in; so I am letting it all out I am releasing the pain I just don't think you understand; all that I am saying is the past that has drove me insane
I LOVE YOU AND I AM BLIND; after all that we have been through I am scared what migh Love is blind-I am silent
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AnotherAnother Tally on the wall Another scraped knee, another fall another lonely day, in another dark hall another day of silence, another one with no call
Another piercing dart another broken down crying heart another one of my dreams ripped apart another chance ended before the start
Another day with another lie another frown another chance to cry another moment to wonder why another night ended in another sigh
another knife stabbed in another back another brother calling the younger wack another parent another kid with another smack an Another
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always with the good and the bad and googly moogly

Wed Feb 8, 2006, 7:31 PM

It seems that there is always something good to say but it is followed by something bad. Like hey you won a million dollars but uncle same gets 999,000 of it or we found the guy who kid napped your kids but he killed them. Ok well I am not that bad off the bad news is the folks I grew up with that I love and respect and complain about all the time I will distance my self even farther yet. I will be moving to Orlando Flordia no later than May and after that wont be able to come and visit but so often being a 12 hour and so trip and all. Good news I am going to Orlando Culinary Academy. So there is the good and the bad and I just like the googly moogly...

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Current Residence: Orlando Fl,
Interests: no time to be interesting gotta get my shit done
Favourite movie: Superman Returns,The Pest, bio-dome, Jury Duty, The mask, Robin Williams live on Broadway
Favourite band or musician: to many to choose
Favourite genre of music: you name it I love it
Favourite artist: Hawk(you know who you are)
Favourite poet or writer: Poe, me, and any other writer who dares to push the limits
Favourite photographer: peglegmeg Giapershoponi(FUCKED UP THAT SPELLING)
Favourite style of art: anything filled with emotion
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: the one I long for
Shell of choice: my turtle shell "turtle turtle"
Wallpaper of choice: SUPAFREAK(check out dark heartedloner to find him)
Skin of choice: quite fond of my own thank you, but hey yours doeesn't look to bad
Favourite game: my head games I love playing
Favourite gaming platform: the dark side of the emotional world
Favourite cartoon character: Superman
Personal Quote: You fight to stand on your own two only to have a midgit take your legs out with a baseball bat
Tools of the Trade: chef's knife and a M16A2 rifle

Email: matthew.gladmon@us.army.mil

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~GaiaPersephone Sep 21, 2006, 11:53:55 AM

Just dropping a hi! Miss your crazy man

Maybe you'll be around sometime and we can hang out

See ya! Much love!

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~GaiaPersephone Sep 21, 2006, 11:53:25 AM

Just dropping a hi! Miss your crazy man

Maybe you'll be around sometime and we can hang out

See ya! Much love!

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"...She would go about the fields dancing and wherever her light feet touched the ground flowers would emerge..."

~GaiaPersephone Jan 14, 2006, 8:47:31 PM

HEY!!! It's Jen!

It was cool hanging out with you man...hope to see you soon. Let me know when you're back in town and we'll hang out

~Jen

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"...She would go about the fields dancing and wherever her light feet touched the ground flowers would emerge..."

~cutelilredneck Nov 21, 2005, 7:29:57 PM

hey babes...sorry that i haven't talked to you in forever! do you even get on here anymore? anyways, i guess that i will just talk to you later

love and miss ya babes

~My-Strats-On-Fire Jul 21, 2005, 6:35:31 PM

matt,

i'm sick of your crap man. you cant tell any one sorry, and when you do its to the wrong person. i dont want to be friends with you. dont expect me to do things with you because i have better things to do with my time. stop trying to pin all of it on Katie, it has nothing to do with her. grow some and stop writing things that dont make sense trying to make everyone feel bad for you. you were the one who screwed it all up. thats all i have to say to you.

~ChephSupa Dec 15, 2005, 7:39:34 PM

ok clearly I didn't get to read this before i left and because I didn't I will make my comment now and that would be I have, on several occasions, said my appologies to everyone you her and even people i don't know that felt they have been wronged but that is beside the point. The point is that I am not entirely to blame in fact if anything you are to blame I am to blame KT is to blame hell Brittany is to blame and most of Jordan is to blame so you see there are many to blame in the world and that is the problem to many to blame no one to step up and take it. I've tried to take my share but can't take it all. I guess almost 9 years of friendship means nothing to you and me because as soon as some ass comes by we split and if that is the case then we don't belong as friends anyways. So if it is another apology that yall want then I am sorry KT I am sorry Corey I am sorry mom dad grandad grandma jeff jen pastor bowen the dog down the street the cat on the corner the old man with the wierd eyes tommy and anyone whome i forgot and for forgetting you i am sorry again. so there you got an apology to everyone be happy live happy and as i need to grow up and grow some so do you because that is the first comment from you out of this mess but I am sure you had help. Love ya Bro

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